My feet are cold...

And I am wearing socks. Oh well. Nothing much has been going on lately. Actually, notihing at all. Things are a little boring right now. 'Course it doesn't help that I haven't been feeling great lately. Had choir practice Sunday. Last mass for the year is coming up, and they asked me to cantor, which was nice 'cause I haven't been going lately. I love to sing, and I just haven't in so long... drives me nuts actually, when I don't... makes me feel a little lost. So, if I seem to be insane over the summer, it's because the choir takes their break. Wow... this is looking rather rambling. Then again, why should this entry be any different from the others. It's been so overcast past couple of days. Kinda dreary. Not helping my mood. I want the sun to shine again, so I can go for a drive with the windows open and my sunglasses on. Course, I don't know where I would go. I feel pathetic, but I have no friends... no, that's not true, I just have very few friends here in Massachusetts, and only one I see with any regularity, and she has a baby now. I keep feeling lonely.... I used to be so good at making new friends, but I don't anymore. But I also don't see many people my own age unless I hang out with Glenn and his friends, which doesn't happen very often, and even when it does, I often feel as if I don't fit in. I just feel like many don't really like me. Course, that could just be my usual insecurities, but I can't help how I feel. I am sure I will get over my current mood. Heck, I am already feeling better now that I finally typed out some of what's been bothering me. Sure, there is a lot more I have on my mind. Like my Mom's tets which are today and tomorrow, and....

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