self-esteem

I had gained all my weight back from last years diet and then some. I have been cranky, depressed, and just no fun to be around. Last week I decided to join weightwatchers. I went to the meeting and realized it was actually... nice. People were friendly, and supportive of each other. I went last night for my second meeting and weigh-in. I lost my first 5.4 lbs. I feel better already. Not because I think I look better or am healthier. I have a long way to go for both. But I feel good that I am finally taking matters into my own hand, and controlling what I always thought was uncontrollable.